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Just Words"I'm fine" is a dirty lie.
The truth is that I want to die.

"I'm tired" is not even done.
It really means "I'm tired of being no one"

"I'm better" is but a curse.
The truth is that I've never been worse

"I'm just cold" is what I say
so my sleeves can hide my scars away.

"I already ate" is said with a frown.
I starve to see the numbers on the scale go down.

"I'm okay" is probably the worst.
It really means I'm about to burst.

All these things are lies to me.
But you take this as the truth because what else would I be?

Lost AloneLiving in this world alone,
Trying hard to find my home
All I ever feel is lost,
For someone else I've paid the cost.
I look around and everyone's there,
But I feel as if nobody cares
They see a side that I choose to show,
No one tries to look deep below.
Nobody knows who I am
I doubt that anyone can
Even when I'm in the light
My thoughts walk through the night
Is there a way out of this hole?
A way to gain more control?
If there is, someone show me
Or forever stuck I will be.

I Want to...I want to run away,
Run away and leave everything and everyone behind me,
Just think of myself for once,
Not worrying about anything or anyone,

I want to be free,
I want to feel the wind in my face,
I want to feel the freshness of the air blowing through my hair,
I want to feel and embrace nature for it's true form,

Lying in the grass,
I would love to dig my fingers in the ground,
Feel the adrenaline racing through my veins as I scower the woods,
Feel the freedom of being alone and not restraint,

I want to rest,
No more pain, no more stress, no more worry,
I want to have fun doing the things I love without any pressure,
I want

Tell Me ThisOh, so you're not thin?
Tell me how you're ugly.
Oh, so your hair doesn't look good everyday?
Tell me whose does.
Oh, so you make mistakes?
Tell me who doesn't.
Oh, so you're not a model?
Tell me what the definition of beauty is.
Oh, so you aren't normal?
Tell me what "normal" is.
Oh, so you aren't good enough?
Tell me why.
You can't.
Because there isn't a standard you need to reach to be yourself.

I don't love youFirst, I was deeply In love with you

I could not imagine my life without you

Then held my shit together and told you how I feel about you

I told that I wished you were next to me In my bed

I told that I love with all of my heart

I kept thinking about you, You were In my head all the time

I seriously thought you liked me too, I do not know why I thought like that

I just did

So after four days of thinking about you and telling how I feel

You rejected me

"No, I don't love you."

You said and my heart just stopped for a second

I literally could not feel anything for a while

When suddenly I am back, To the real world

To the moment aft

I created A Fallen AngelThis nightmare has resurrected into my finger nails -
peeling my ravenous desires off again.
I don't want to learn my lesson,
I need to learn the hard way by
letting you become my
obsessive nightmare.
I will always be a loveless vampire that
feeds on helpless romantics that try
to hide it.
I will grant thee a fresh heart
&
break it myself,
because
you're wrong
to love
me.

Clench your unraveling hatred into my skin,
I want to hate you as much as you loved me.
I need to cry your pain,
because you won't show
me how much I hurt
you.

- these haunting whispers will stain my lips
when I think of you.

"Why can't I be the one for you?"
but i only needed your heart because someone
stole mine and never gave it back.

I'm afraidI'm afraid

I'm afraid of failure,
Of disappointing,
Seeing those ashamed looks on their faces,
Because I know I'm not good enough,
I'm afraid, very afraid,

I'm afraid of speaking my mind,
For I know that others will ruthlessly speak theirs,
And I know their words are going to hurt me,
But I won't have the heart to hurt them back,
I'm afraid, very afraid,

I'm afraid of the future,
Because I don't know where I shall be,
Or what I shall do,
I'm still trying to piece my puzzle together,
I'm afraid, very afraid,

I'm afraid of success,
For with this comes jealousy,
And with jealousy comes lust for hurt,
Nothing good can possibly

LossLoss

I have never felt this way before,
Completely and utterly empty,
I feel like my heart has been torn to shreds,
Leaving nothing but broken shards just like a hurricane does,

This pain, is a pain that has been torturing me,
It has been taking over my body for the past few days,
Slowly stripping the life out of me,
Leaving nothing but a dark empty shell,

I never imagined it could hurt so much to lose you,
Especially since I barely even knew you,
You were a role model for everyone,
And it rips me apart to know you're gone,

I know you're in a better place,
But something inside me still wishes you were here,
It killed me when I

Non-Existent SanityThey said that the doctors were wrong
So they locked me inside a cage
They wanted to keep an eye on me
So they made sure I was on a leash
They said they were my saviour
But I said that they were wrong

I said that I’m not mental
But they said I was wrong
My neighbour was tortured by these people
But is too scared to do anything about it
For these scientists are the monsters
That they claim us to be

They say that I am nearing insanity
But nothing can be proved
Without running loads of experiments
They plan to dissect me to pieces
So they can find a cure to my problems
Cause they think I have a non-existing sanity

How much longer will

I Wish I Could FlyYou are part of the memories
That I wish I could erase
And I always see your face
Because it haunts my very dreams
So I hope I can finally say
"I'm happy I'll never see you again"

Alcoholic tastes feel so fine
My nightmares scream one last time
Cause I want you out of my life
Since you've done more damage than good
It makes me wish I could die
But I just can't drive

Blue blood squeezes through my eyes
Blackbirds flying in the sky
I wish that I could fly
Because then I could be free
From everything that you say
Oh well good day

So I hope I can finally say
"I'm happy I'll never see you again"

You take the piss out of everyth

I want to beI want to be that one,
Over there
With the shining curly hair.

Or perhaps the one to the right
With the pretty laugh and muscles tight.

I want to be the one in the store
With the well-matched clothes that surely cost more
Than my goodwill finds and odds and ends
Yeah, the one with her friends.

I want to someday be her
You know the one
Hair freshly done
Makeup so perfect and a slimmed down size one.
Then again,
I’d settle for a size ten.

I want to be that girl
flying with wings unfurled
Unafraid to capture
Each moment a rapture
Of promise and hope and love
Her hair wild curls
Her light a gift from above.

Or that one
With hair the

The Outer Limits

On that fateful day 'bout 30 years ago,
the plane descends to land on the deck below.
As she eased on down the pilot caught a glow,
an eerie sort of glow, moving to and fro.

The Prowler hit the deck with an awful crash,
fourteen men were dead in what seemed like a flash!
The next day the crash hit the news with a splash,
the story 'bout drug use, it seemed a bit brash.

What the press couldn't know was the truth that day,
couldn't be explained the scientific way.
The strange glow that caused the pilot to delay,
came from a UFO named the Botany Bay!

Now you know the TRUE story of the USS Nimitz
At least from MY perspective here in the OUTER

Dear HeartDear Heart,
Dear unrealistic, idiotic heart of mine

Im through with you

You've been nothing but a burden
banging loudly against my ribcage
Letting the ropes of reality snap

Falling too hard

You break
Break into a million shards
of kaleidoscope colors

Leaving me with numb hands
Blood soaked bandaids
And a pain that burns like fire
I don't need you so leave
Take the butterflies you plant inside my stomach,
The bittersweet melodies
of unrequited love you always sing
Take it all and go
You only bring pain and suffering
And I am no masochist
Who wishes to be hurt
over
and
over
again

It is only there...If you were to enter into the woods
Like it is known not to do
If you were to wonder far enough,
You would see the rumors true
For there in the land
Beyond the reach man
It is only there you'll find
A tall and slender; pale man
Whose face will haunt your mind.

There he stands all alone, just looking for a friend
But when he follows and tries to play, they all meet their end
Then there in the land
Beyond the reach of man
It is only there you’ll find
A tall and slender, pale man
That is nothing but kind

He leaves carful notes, so people will know to go
When

UntitledSomewhere in the forest
A wolf cries to the moon
So I begin to ponder
Alone here in my room
As to what the wolf is after
When it calls out to the moon
I think I thought of something
But I fell asleep too soon.

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With every glare to meet my eyes,
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Cuts

by ~Mimibert, Feb 18, 2013, 4:37:12 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Traditional Fixed Forms

Maybe cuts release the pain

thats stored so much within.

It shows myself that my rightfull place

is inside a garbage bin.

Maybe cuts distract me from

everything I must forget.

The memories that eat me alive and

the people I shouldn't have met.

Maybe cuts help me see

I'm not even worth a cent.

I dont deserve to be treated well

who cares if I'm given a dent?

Maybe cuts remind me that

I'm broken beyond repair.

Something tells me no one likes

a doll with rips and tears.

Maybe cuts tell me that

its time to end it all.

The world won't care and neither will you

so just leave me where I fall.

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My friend confessed a few things to me and i wanted to do something to show that i knew how he felt.
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~authorofthings Feb 26, 2013

wow, this is deep. i hope you friend's alright

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~sasorifan132617 Feb 24, 2013 Hobbyist Artist

your poemsare awesome they make methink differently and i like that about them

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~angellove94 Feb 24, 2013 Writer

this is realy good dear

i have a issue with cutting also

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~dannyboy1994 Feb 20, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

:/ i find that "broken" people are the most loving and caring. the most worthy to love.they are the ones who understand pain

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~Mimibert Feb 20, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

woah. deep. but yeah hes like the nicest guy you will ever meet. thats totally true

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~dannyboy1994 Feb 21, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Yea. I figure people out. And I'm normally pretty good about it ^^

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~BlakKillerKat Feb 19, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

You really have a gift, and this poem is so beautiful, I can't find any words to describe it.

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~Mimibert Feb 19, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

aww thank you so much <3

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~Animeprincess1990 Feb 18, 2013 Hobbyist Artist

Oh gosh, i really relate here. I hope that you and your friend are alright. But anyway, great poem~ i love the way it flows

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!Jiingle Feb 18, 2013

I like in my head silently was saying me for some of this .-. how did you center this? I've always wanted to know how to center my poems

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